* Virginia Bluebells are beautiful.

Reverse Racism

I dreamt that my mom (who is a psychologist) told me there was a purge of white people from psychology. She told me that almost all white people in her program had been released, including herself, even though she had really high test scores; she then expressed sadness because she felt her potential in life was wasted.

I told this to my uncle, who told me that people don’t have the perception that this sort of reverse racism happens because many psychology books are written by blonde white women. However, these woman aren’t the norm for councilors and were only able to exist because, 1) they were mostly actually authors and not councilors, and 2) they lived in elite, right wing counties. Such counties were marked by being both rich and right wing, and I caught a glimpse of these counties on a map:

The map was binary, with each county either highlighted red as an elite right wing county or not highlighted. In the map, I didn’t see the north or the west, and my focus was mostly on Texas and the area around North Carolina and Tennessee. I saw that several counties in north eastern Texas were highlighted, but the main continuous cluster of counties was in Tennessee and western North Carolina. I also saw a few disconnected counties in eastern North Carolina, and there probably were other disconnected counties like this in the rest of the country. However, I wasn’t focusing on other areas of the US because it was as if my sight zoomed in on North Carolina / Tennessee, thus blocking the rest from view. This is a simplistic representation of what I remember, but just to note: I was under the impression that the western North Carolina counties were more important than the Tennessee ones, as if they were richer or something.

I then saw a similar map but for Europe. This map wasn’t binary, but was instead a Choropleth map, with the most right wing places being highlighted deep blue almost purple, the less right wing places being highlighted lighter blue, and the rest of the map not highlighted at all. I noticed that northern and north eastern Italy were deep blue, as well as eastern German, the southernmost parts of Germany, all of the Czech republic, and all of Poland.

I remember noting to my uncle who also could see the map (it was projected onto a wall) that Slovakia was on it because I had said before that Slovakia was right wing. He agreed, but then upon closer inspection I saw that the place I had mistaken for Slovakia was actually the Czech republic, and that Slovakia was highlighted too but less strongly.

Most of eastern Europe was slightly highlighted, with Slovakia a stronger color than the areas around it, and the area in southern Germany extended a bit further west in the less highlighted color. I think the alps were also less highlighted. My impression again was that areas that were strongly highlighted were both right wing and rich.

My view was mostly on central and eastern Europe (so not the UK or the western half of France), so here is a rendition of the map. And just to note: the lines marking the borders on my map are not complete in areas where my memory fails.

I’m assuming I was shown these maps because the elite right wing areas of the world are better to be in during the tribulation. It appears that in the USA you want to be around the smoky mountains, and in Europe you want to be in Poland / the Czech republic / Italy / Slovakia.

Side note: since all my family is Mormon, we know our family history very well, and I don’t have ancestors from any of the places highlighted on this map. My ancestors are from the gay areas of Europe LOL. Europeans are so dumb; Obama is most likely the antichrist, and they favored him far more than even Americans liked him.

Medbeds

I dreamt that I was in a large house belonging to my grandpa (which oddly doesn’t exist in real life, but I have seen before in dreams). Driving through the house was this Roomba shaped robot which projected a realistic life-sized hologram of Rand Paul. The hologram was talking about the new “Medbed” technology which was coming out, and it said they would be revolutionary.

For those who don’t know, Medbeds are a conspiracy theory associated with the Q-Annon movement. The theory holds that Medbeds are a futuristic healing technology that a person lays in to get healed, and soon they will be released by the Trump administration.

The hologram said that the beds would be useful in war (as if there was, or was about to be, some conflict), and it also said the beds would be able to help gay people (as if it could help them with gender transition surgeries).

At one point I also remember seeing a US flag, except it looked slightly different.

The hologram then turned into a dog which looked like a goldendoodle. As the hologram drove through the house, I followed it, but then lost sight of it so had to follow the sound instead. This led me to descend from the second floor to the basement, where I found a real-life golden doodle locked in a bedroom; evidently, the hologram had switched to be an imitation of a dog actually living there.

Interpretation

I believe the dream is warning that there is something nefarious about Medbeds. The meaning of the hologram I believe is that it will be told to us that Medbeds are released by “the good guys” (Rand Paul here represents the “good guys”), however, this will be a lie and the true identity of those responsible for releasing Medbeds will be kept hidden. Just as the real dog was kept locked in a room in the basement, I suspect something will happen to the people of whom the villains will impersonate, thus preventing them from alerting the world to the deception. Similarly, I think the US flag I saw which looked slightly different represents one group posing as the US government (or at least taking the mantle of the US government) but not actually being it.

Now, the dream didn’t explicitly delineate any harmful effects to Medbeds, beyond saying they could be used for gender transition (which is of course bad). However, I felt like this dream was a warning dream: Do not use Medbeds.

And let me just call attention to a related phenomenon: the knowledge that the covid vaccines were bad didn’t become popularized until about a year after they were released, and even then, the knowledge at that time was far from the immense amount of evidence we have now (I cover some of this in Dangers of Covid Vaccines). I think we have to assume that Medbeds will be similar – there won’t be very much evidence against them at first. Which is all to say that just because the public thinks something is safe, doesn’t mean it actually is safe.

An Antisemitic Dream

It is interesting that I have so many dreams about Jews, given that before my dreams I didn’t have any great hatred against Jews or Israel.

The Text of the Dream

I’m sort of nervous about this dream because I know it will incur the wrath of a lot of people. So, I will just quote the raw notes I wrote in the middle of the night (with some typos fixed), rather than paraphrasing the notes (as I usually do for my dreams).

“I dreamt of being a Jew. Jews thought of themselves as among the first safe peoples, and there were all sorts of commandments against mistreating people and women. But then the Talmud authors started publishing other things that were terrible – and I thought this was because the Talmud was supernaturally evil.

So, it annoyed people when the Talmud authors were blamed too much because it should have been the dark forces behind them. Then I started trying to protect my brothers and sisters in the Talmud against the white people who were not very willing to listen, in part because they had videos showing people like me confessing.

Eventually even the imposter gentiles knew we needed to get rid of the Jews.”

Discussion

This dream starts by discussing how the Talmud corrupted a once pure Judaism.

Talmud apologists will often excuse problematic texts as merely being reflective of the opinions of the specific rabbi who wrote them. The dream is correcting this viewpoint: the specific Rabbis who wrote these texts are not to be blamed, rather the dark forces of Satan manipulating these Rabbis are ultimately responsible. Which is to say that the problem with the Talmud is not that it had Rabbi authors who weren’t very smart, but rather that the Talmud was inspired by the forces of Satan. Put another way, if there are 80 different quotes from the Talmud that seem evil, those aren’t all unrelated incidents which can be dismissed separately, but rather are 80 different examples proving that Satan inspired the writing of the Talmud.

In the end of the dream, it appears that I become immersed in the evil culture arising from the Talmud. Thus, rather than being willing to just admit that the Talmud was evil, I decided to defend it instead. Moreover, it appears that I was engaged in some of the crimes permitted by the Talmud, and some white people weren’t willing to accept my defenses because there were confessions from other Jews for being pedophiles (I think I can reasonably assume the crime in the dream was Pedophilia given what I know about the Talmud).

I’m not exactly sure what an “imposter gentile” is, but the message at the end of the dream is obviously pretty mean towards Jews.

So, I’m sorry I guess. But that is actually what I dreamt.