December 9

Jedi and Love

I dreamt of watching a scene of two Jedi – one a student and the other a teacher – going up a square spiral staircase towards the master. The older one had his face disfigured – making him look sort of like Darth Sidious, and he said to the younger that you can’t control what you have when you die. All you can control is what you give up, so you want to be found possessed of love when you die. The scene then morphed into me being in a similar staircase, but here I knew I was dead and in heaven; there was a girl with me, and we thought we had died possessed of love, so were expecting God to come out and greet us.

I also was under the impression that when he said “love” what he really meant was love towards a certain group of people.

This scene confuses me – I’m tempted to take this scene at face value, or I am tempted to take this as a scene depicting new age doctrine – seeing in the past the antichrist has been represented to me as a Sith lord. The teacher’s face also I felt could potentially represent how the world saw him as evil, even though he wasn’t evil, or it could simply represent that he was evil.

Lies about Porn

I dreamt I was in a movie with others watching a cartoon about porn presented in a super nongraphic way (the figures looked like those old-fashioned cartoon characters which often are wearing shirts but not pants). From this, I somehow knew that the enemy wanted people to watch porn and that porn was presented by him as simply loving others.

December 10

Child Trafficking

I dreamt that I watched this documentary about child trafficking.  The documentary stared two people: one person was a Mormon guy who mainly emailed corporations asking for help in the fight against trafficking, and the other was a woman who was involved in directly fighting trafficking.

In the documentary I learned how people made huge betrayals of each other to sell children for money, and that sometimes they didn’t even get that much money for what they did. I also learned from the woman that sometimes the government hurt cases in stopping trafficking because it was corrupt, so sometimes it was better to not involve the government. The woman also had written a book about all of this, and I felt this book could be a source for my essays about the Jews.

There also was this scene where I saw a woman made of wax who a trafficking king pin pretended to be real. Because of her construction, at one point her arm fell off. I don’t know why, but seeing this wax woman extremely creeped me out and terrified me.

Midnight Hour Oil

I dreamt that Midnight Hour Oil was praying in psalms, and that her answer to her prayers was that she would be taken home with Him.

December 11 – Zombies

I dreamt that I went to Walmart searching for DVDs of prophetic dreams regarding the mark of the beast, and then unexplainably I switched to trying to find anti zombie equipment so I got a big camouflage rain jacket. The checkout girl then wanted to check if I was a zombie, so she held a clear plastic cup over my hand; for some reason my hand was covered in Band-Aids, and I saw ants coming in and out of all these Band-Aids. The dream ended on an absurd note, where I saw that one of the Band-Aids itself had a picture on it of a Band-Aid.