Background – Personal stuff about prompting Revelation

I have explained myself a few times here already, but I figured I might as well do it again, seeing this might be a big concern you have: why would I be receiving revelations, when other people are not. So here is why I think I have received revelations:

1. I think I had a good starting point in terms of holding correct doctrine and believing in the possibility of normal people receiving modern day revelation.
2. I have weird views about the location of ancient Israel (described here), which matters a tiny bit in terms of interpretation of end times prophecy; I am not aware of anyone else who believes this.
3. I can astral project, which I think is an indicator for greater access to the supernatural.
4. I am very interested in eschatology, end times preparation, and before my own dreams was already listening to dreams others had on YouTube.
5. Faith.

Astral Projection

Regarding astral projection, my history is that: I randomly heard about astral projection and the very first time I followed the instructions to induce it (found on YouTube) it worked but was creepy. I then forgot about it for a few years and then tried again following the same instructions and it similarly worked the second time. I then for perhaps 2 months aggressively tried to astral project like every day, and that has seemingly had a permanent impact on me, even to this day: it seems like more times than not, if I am in the condition of having just woken up in the morning but then going back to sleep while laying on my back, then I will astral project. And by astral projection, I mean that my soul floats out of my body, usually into the room I am sleeping in, but sometimes into other places (most of them dwelling spaces like apartments), all of which is accompanied by strong and unique sensations in my body of energy.

My view is that when you are in a hypnogogic state, that makes your left brain and right brain become disconnected, which causes the left brain to no longer filter stimuli felt by the right brain. Which is why (in my view), you have a greater capacity to sense the spirit world under hypnagogia rather than normal consciousness. So, I guess I think that I am talented at entering this hypnogogic state, and in another life I could be like a witch or something.

It’s important to note that Astral Projection is usually demonic – used by demons to pretend to be like God and thus subvert people’s views of spirituality. But I think that there’s got to be some connection between my ability to astral project and all my dreams.

Nothing matters anymore except God

I have recently gone through a period of being more separated from God, but now am returning to him.

Basically, a lot of my life has been spent analyzing politics and looking at maps, but I now know this was all mostly just a huge waste of time, because the world is about to end and the continents will be reorganized.

Another thing I have learned (which hopefully I will have time to post more about soon) is that there are many planets – some of which are controlled by the Saints, and others by Satan. After the millennium, I think that the earth will fall into Satan’s hands. Basically, the story of the world is that there is a cycle of: the people return Satan, so God kills everyone except the saints, but the new people eventually return to Satan anyway, so God has to smite them again, over and over. The Millennium to some degree represents a further victory of Satan over the hearts of man in that – even after God himself comes down and personally rules over the earth – the people will still choose Satan over God at the end of the millennium. Thus, this planet is destined to be Satan’s – though it will presumably lose all glory and become a “hell” when Satan truly gets it in the end. Perhaps I am wrong about this…. Thus, at the end of the millennium, the saints will accordingly have to flee earth to the New Earth spoken of in revelations (Revelation 21:1).

Which is to say that my interests in politics and geography truly have been futile in the eternal context. Our paradise is in the stars, not earth.

Inducing these dreams

Accordingly, I have been trying to forget all my mistakes and just focus on the things that matter (which I am confused about a little bit to be honest). Last night, I did this by making a graphic representing my prayer to God, depicted here:

I really wish I could just receive clear instructions on what I should be working on and how to spend my time. It’s crazy how much stuff I haven’t published on this website from the last few months, but I am just unsure exactly what I am *meant* to be working on.

Despite the uncertainties, this graphic (and I guess the mindset induced by it) seemed to lead to a lot of different dreams last night.

Which is all to say that I think that focusing on God really does grant you a unique ability to receive messages from him. In other words, the basics of the gospel actually are true: all we need to do is pray, read the scriptures, and follow Him, and He will make himself known to us.

The Dreams

Freaky Astral Projection: avoid addictions & 3dod

Some background: usually my astral projections are creepy, and often demonic entities use my mother’s voice during them to say creepy stuff. And as usual, this astral projection happened as I was falling back asleep after having woken up, and happened seemingly randomly:

In the projection, I heard my mom talking on the phone with my grandma, saying that I had been right; apparently my mom was calling my grandma because my grandma had been ignoring me.

Then, apparently my mom was about to do an operation to me, but I was paralyzed (like sleep paralysis), so couldn’t really stop her.

My mom then started talking about how there is no point in addictions. Or more specifically, about how these entities don’t really do anything other than attach themselves to you and manipulate you, and it was implied this was associated with addictions.

I was so freaked out by all of this that I ended the scene by willpower.

I then appeared in my kitchen and the time was like 4:00 pm, but I looked outside and it was totally dark, and I also saw snow outside (which is unusual for this part of Texas). I immediately feared that the 3 days of darkness had come. I think this was a separate vision.

Discussion

* I might know more about the world if I didn’t always end my astral projections early, but I guess I am a scaredy-cat.

The information gleaned from this astral projection implies that addictions are related to demonic entities which attach themselves to you and influence you – which is something I guess we already knew about, but also now I have confirmation for it.

As for the identity of my supposed mom in the projection, I think there is an over half chance that she was some sort of creepy entity. But when it talked about addictions and pointless entities attaching themselves to you, I am inclined to think that this was indeed true. When demonic entities tell you how they manipulate the world, listen, LOL.

Beyond this, I keep on having visions relating to the three days of darkness, of which this one is an example. Yeah, it’s weird that this was lumped in with the creepy first vision/projection, but as you will see I had a lot of other *good* experiences this night as well.

Difficulty Praying

I dreamt of trying to get my brother to pray. I ended up pinning him down, chanting and screaming at him to pray, and eventually he did start to utter a prayer to Jesus Christ vocally. Before all this, in the dream, I myself also had difficulty praying.

This dream reminds me of stories of how demonic possessed people aren’t able to utter prayers and their voices fail them. Hopefully my brother is OK. You, my reader, should conclude from this that we all need to pray more.

Loving and Forgiving Others

In this dream, I saw a group of monkeys dressed like humans in a kitchen. One was female and another male, and it seemed like they were interchangeably doing rude and inappropriate things to the other given the context, especially seeing that they were implied to be romantic partners. However, in each scene of the dream, it would zoom out and reveal the larger context, such as that these were actually children in a family and not partners, thus demystifying the seemingly otherwise rude behavior. This happened a few times – things seemingly being rude and inappropriate, but when the scene zoomed out, I gained new context which justified what had previously seemed immoral.

The point of this dream was clear to me immediately on waking: that pre-emptive anger is often foolhardy, and we should give others the benefit of the doubt.

At the end of the dream, I also heard this cheesy song about having love for others and not entertaining spite.

Just to emphasize the point of all of this, I also dreamt afterwards of seeing my brother cutting something. It kept on looking like he was cutting it wrong, but then I would zoom in and see that he actually was cutting it right. On waking I noted how you should first try to see the big picture before judging others.

An Interesting Church Activity

I dreamt that I was in a young men’s activity inside a church building. We were standing on these weird rubber matts that were inflated – each of us on a different mat. I noted that there was potential to make yourself look taller by standing on the mat a certain way, and my friends and I made a point of not doing this. There was also this strange part where people jumped into each other, as if trying to take each other’s places, and there was an aside scene of someone jumping into me, but then they had not.

The people in front of us (we were all sitting in rows, as you might in a classroom) all disappeared. I had the impression that they were eliminated, as if because they had used the mats to look taller, which was prideful and thus improper, and also because they had jumped into each other.

Part of staying in the game also involved “unboxing” a woman for yourself – presumably your to be wife – who was good for you – not too small or tall, etc.

Strangely, I remember that most people in the room were wearing cardigans, and I think I had a scarf (in reality, I possess neither of these clothing items).

In my notes from the dream, I also wrote that “the lesson was to be friends with each other and not to try to dominate over others.”

Discussion

I think this dream was sort of about the game of life: how there are certain things that if you do disqualify you from reaching the fullest level of glory in God’s kingdom – such as pride and seeking to put yourself above others – and how there are certain things that you have to do to achieve this glory (such as get married).

I guess I would count this dream as a confirmation of the Mormon doctrine that eternal marriage is essential our receiving this glory. Too bad I am unmarried, seeing how close we are to the end of the world.

Dream of Applying these Dreams

I dreamt that I was with my cousins, planning to use all of the previous dreams I had from this particular night as objects for a lesson. Hence, I think these dreams from this night really were intended to guide us morally speaking.

The dreams from this night indeed did cover a lot of bases:

• Avoiding addiction.
• 3 days of darkness.
• Prayer.
• Loving Others.
• Giving others the benefit of the doubt and forgiving them.
• Not being prideful or seeking dominance over others.
• Marriage.

And this isn’t the last of the dreams I had this night…

People Not Saved

I dreamt of this book which seemed to be a Bible. On its cover I saw these green cartoon characters in the attitude of kneeling and worshipping. However, the cover at the end was empty, and I knew this was because everyone had died. I then had the impression that this was a negative thing: rather than the people depicted on the front cover being raptured, instead it was that they had never actually followed the gospel (despite feeling like they had) and so had died.

Yeah, some of my dreams are pretty pessimistic. Time to wake up everyone and truly try to follow God; I’m saying that to myself too.

Levites

I dreamt of being at a cross country activity, and we had separated into various groups that trained separately. One of the groups seemed to be composed of my friend Levi (a person from my old team), and his siblings – who were people I had never meant, yet they were clearly his siblings since they all looked eerily similar to Levi and were similarly marked by his blonde and blue-eyed features. He beckoned to me to join him, but before I could do so, the scene had shifted so that we were now going up to a track to run.

Strangely, we had all been wearing life jackets, but as we approached the track we took off the jackets to get ready. This however, I protested, thinking the life-jackets might be useful in our training. When I got to the track, I didn’t really know where I was supposed to go or what to do, and didn’t really want to be running on the track (which was full of really tall people doing hurdles – I hate hurdles). So, instead I decided to go off running by myself into the field and forest next to the track, which I noted to have flowers.

I think in this dream my friend Levi and his family represented the saints (especially given his name). The life jackets presumably represented the gospel, the track represented the world, and so leaving for the wilderness represented letting go of the things of the world.

Conclusions

The world is drawing to a close. Now is the time to really focus on preparing your heart for your maker. I am sorry for all the dreams that I haven’t properly recorded on this site, so please, Lord, help me to be able to wrap everything up and correctly do what you would have me do.