Another day, another dream.

Personal Rant (Not dream Related)

Yesterday was a particularly bad day for me. I am aware that my article The Dark Side of Organized Religion is bad and needs to be entirely rewritten. However, whenever I sit down to work on it, I just feel this oppressive feeling of complete emptiness, as if nothing matters, nothing I do can succeed, I am worthless, and no entertainment can ever make me happy. In retrospect this seems like a demonic attack, but another factor likely is because I am not a writer – often I feel like writing literally drains my life force, lol. Anyway, in the moment of feeling this emptiness, my response usually is to go to YouTube and watch stupid videos, searching for happiness or meaning, but being entertained by nothing and ending up feeling even worse. And then I just want to lay down and do nothing at all.

After each episode, I end up just feeling so guilty – because I know I am supposed to be doing productive things for society, but I am failing. So, I ask God for forgiveness and promise to try to do better. But then I fail again…. So, I am not just feeling bad for wasting my time, but also for lying to God, saying that I would try to do better, but then not following through.

So anyway, yesterday I tried to rewrite that article, but the same thing happened – culminating in my laying on my bed feeling depressed for a while until I fell asleep. Which contradicts my usual routine of reading the scriptures and praying myself to sleep. Nevertheless, I received another dream.

Of my stupid YouTube binge-watching, there was one noteworthy thing: I watched a few videos from Kitboga about scamming scammers and was shocked at the degeneracy seen in scammers. In revenge to people for not giving away their money, I’ve seen scammers try to wipe people’s entire bank accounts knowing they themselves won’t get any money from it, try to delete people’s files, and many other awful things. Likewise, I’ve seen scammers who – after thinking they saw other scammers almost entirely wipe someone’s bank account – still tried to steal the last few dollars anyway. Moreover, I’ve seen scammers so blinded by greed that they waste their time on obviously ridiculous things like the password game.

Having been roommates with some people who seemed sort of like criminals, my window into the mentality is 1) they have this narcissistic sense entitlement and (somehow) feel like the victim when their actual victims resist them; 2) a total contempt to pushovers, thinking they get what they deserve; 3) a psychopathic sense of glee at ruining other people’s lives. So, the opposite of the “noble criminal” often depicted in pop culture (like Pirates of the Caribbean).

The point is: these scammers likely didn’t start life off as sociopaths – they started off as desperately poor people from India who just need a few bucks for their families. Note: some people are born criminals though, given that Sociopathic traits are 60-70% heritable and have a near zero shared environment impact (study 1, study 2), and there is no causal associations between childhood family income and crime. But (for those of us who are not genetically cursed) a life of crime changes you into a monster – likely because there literally are demonic entities that gain influence over you. Which is why we need to fight so hard against sin and addictions: slightly obeying Satan really is a slippery slope which will lead to truly terrible places, since yielding to temptation gives Satan power over you (D&C 29:40).

But anyway, since in my last dream I asked in this section about Donald Trump, and this dream was an answer, in faith I have another question: Will the new Jerusalem indeed be in Missouri? Do I have its’ location right? Is there anything special that will happen in the Caucasus mountains? Obviously, these are great mysteries of which I am not worthy to know the answer, but I still must ask since the information is so precious.

The Dream

Ok, I was in what appeared to be middle age Europe – perhaps in Germany. First, I saw a town get raided by demonic forces – who somehow occupied the town; there was something I need to buy, but I was afraid of entering the town because of the occupation.

Then I saw this blonde prince leading soldiers on a training mission – here I was just observing, so not embodied. Then, somehow I knew that his advisors had betrayed, and he was attacked by these same demonic forces. There was an epic lord of the rings style battle, and despite mostly losing, the prince managed to escape. In the aftermath, I saw the prince and his troops discussing the attack with some farmers who decided to help him. The farmers were a father and son who had prophesied this would happen. There were these 5 demonic portals that opened up on the battle field: one was a portal to the demonic realm allowing demons to come into our world, one restored the lives of demonic entities which died, one healed their wounds, one brought “hatred to America”, and the final one was “ripping and rending” (so just generally meaning terrible destruction I think). It was these portals which gave the demonic entities their power, and apparently the closer the demons were to a portal, the more power they gained from it. And just for context: these portals literally looked like portals you would see in a movie – rings of bright, sparkling, electric, colorful light (reds / greens / blues), surrounding darkness hovering in the air, and the portals were very widely spaced – each one perhaps 50 meters from another.

Just a note: the portal to “hatred to America” really makes no sense in the context of the dream being in middle aged Europe with a prince, and I was confused when I heard it in the dream. And here is a synchronicity: as I write this, the song Death of Sirius came up, which is about Serius Black falling through a similar portal to death.

Anyway, the scene shifted and I saw a man who I knew was supposed to be the advisor who betrayed the Prince. He was in on a garden balcony of an ornate, oriental looking palace in what looked like the middle east, which looked much like our conception of the hanging gardens. He had a necklace with four jewels / polished stones – I think one pale green, one orange, one off white, and one black. He also had a forehead necklace, with another polished stone jewel thing which was light blue (I say these were polished stones because their shape was shiny smooth ovoid, rather than having the sharp corners expected from typical jewels). Somehow, I knew these 5 precious stones were connected to the five portals that opened up on the battle field. I think this man also had a small cap, as worn by Jewish men, and he had a typical middle eastern appearance though he had lighter skin.

The map was using his stones to talk to his goddess. The scene shifted and I saw the goddess: She was also in a palace garden, though I don’t remember it looking as oriental. She wore a beautiful long dress, and had more European features – brown hair, pale skin, blue eyes. Most striking though, she had like 8 faces (or more) going in a circle around her head. She just kept on turning her head (more than biologically possible) and I saw more identical faces, though (somehow) if I looked at her straight on it would look like she only had one face. Her face was beautiful – straight nose, tall forehead, good proportions – but she was very expressionless: no smile, no frown, and no blinking; I felt creeped out.

The scene shifted and I was in the church building of my youth. I was in the central chapel room, in a strange well in the ground. It was rectangular shaped, with stairs on two opposite sides going down and meeting in a small landing in the middle. As one might expect in Mormon chapels, the walls and stairs and all surfaces of this well were of carpet. At the bottom was a bench, which I was sitting on reading the scriptures. I saw this same creepy goddess peering at me over the edge of the well in front of me from the chapel above. I saw her circle around to one of the stairs (the one on my right) – she moved so smoothly that it seemed like she was floating rather than walking. Then she started to descend the stairs. At the sight of her expressionless face and smooth gait, I was extremely terrified. I started off by begging – saying that I was reading the scriptures because I was looking for guidance from the divine, so therefore godlike entities surely can’t be angry at me. As she approached, I slowly started backing away, until I broke out into a sprint into the parking lot of the Church (where I felt safe). I remember uttering a truly horrifying and deafening scream of primal terror.

At this point, chaos broke out. Perhaps 2 feet wide tendrils of fire and smoke started going through the building. I got the impression this entity was taking control of the minds of the people in the building, so everyone was running out into the parking lot. I ran back inside to save some people, and found some little kids who were possessed shooting at everyone else (with nerf guns, but I felt like if I got shot I would be possessed too). I grabbed one of them – a little girl – and brought her outside, hoping to bring her back to her right mind. I didn’t want to have custody of her, so tried to give her to a van of members leaving, but they were full. I went around to the other side of the building – being encouraged by a member that I might find her parents there, but then the dream ended.

Discussing Christian Zionism

I believe this dream was all about deception from Christian Zionism. The blonde prince represented Trump, and his advisor who betrayed him represented Israel. The Jewish advisor represents Zionists for obvious reasons, and his necklace was an element of demon worship – since crystals usually are part of witchcraft. As a result of this betrayal, America will likely be plunged into further wars in the middle east and a civil war.

Of course, this goes against conventional thinking of many similar dreamers to myself – which is that when America divides Israel with the two-state solution, that is when God will divide America. All I can tell you is what I have dreamt however.

Scriptural Overview

So lets go through a few scriptures about Christian Zionism. The main pro scripture is Genesis 12:3.
And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed.

So the interpretation obviously is that if we help Israel we will be blessed. But a closer look at the scriptures reveals that this scripture is referring to the people who have preserved true religion across history – so the jews transitioning to the Christians – not referring to the singular tribe remaining of Israel (Jews are of the tribe of Judah – 11 other tribes are lost) which decided to reject Christ. 3 Nephi 20:27 very clearly says so:

And after that ye were blessed then fulfilleth the Father the covenant which he made with Abraham, saying: In thy seed shall all the kindreds of the earth be blessed—unto the pouring out of the Holy Ghost through me upon the Gentiles, which blessing upon the Gentiles shall make them mighty above all, unto the scattering of my people, O house of Israel.

So, again, Genesis 12:3 is referring to how Jews bring Christianity to the gentiles, not anything else. But there are many other scriptures worth noting:

True Children of Abraham Are Those Who Have Faith in Christ
Galatians 3:7 – “Know ye therefore that they which are of faith, the same are the children of Abraham.”
Galatians 3:16 – “Now to Abraham and his seed were the promises made. He saith not, And to seeds, as of many; but as of one, And to thy seed, which is Christ.”
Galatians 3:29 – “And if ye be Christ’s, then are ye Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.”
Romans 2:28-29
28 For he is not a Jew, which is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision, which is outward in the flesh:
29 But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.
Romans 9:6-8
6 Not as though the word of God hath taken none effect. For they are not all Israel, which are of Israel:
7 Neither, because they are the seed of Abraham, are they all children: but, In Isaac shall thy seed be called.
8 That is, They which are the children of the flesh, these are not the children of God: but the children of the promise are counted for the seed.

Jesus’s Teachings
Matthew 5:13-14
13 ¶ Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

So clearly in this scripture we see that the group which blesses the world in Genesis 12:3 are the Christians, and if any lose their faith then they also lose this promise (of note though, I still think that people who are related to saints are given more chances to return to God due to the faith of their ancestors, though that is out of the scope of this essay).

But the scriptures are actually much more extreme – they don’t say that the Jews who rejected Christ are still sort of blessed and that all gentiles should be super excited to send them free money in foreign aid. Actually, the opposite:

Revelation 2:9
I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan.

Revelations 3:9
Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee.

Disclaimer

The rest of this essay sort of is going to go into antisemitic land unfortunately, so I just want the audience to know:

I only write this essay because I believe I have a responsibility not just to delineate my dreams but also to explain why they might make sense.
I don’t hate Jewish people or wish harm upon them – I wish goodness and peace upon everyone in the human race; I do however dislike Jewish political views and the Talmud – but that is separate.
If I do dislike a group, it is leftists – far more than Jewish people. You people banned me and lied about me for saying far less extreme stuff than the following essay. The fact you think it is ok to try to ruin someone’s life for saying things that don’t actually hurt anyone and you don’t even have enough time to go through to evaluate whether it is true or not shows me who you really serve.
I resent the societal double standard: You are considered super evil if you criticize institutions tangentially related to Jews, while mocking Mormons is popularized, even though throughout American history Mormons have endured vastly more persecution than Jews (driven out of Kirtland Ohio, Nauvoo Illinois, and several different counties in Missouri on different occasions). Nevertheless, when people attack Mormons, we don’t start name calling and making threats, instead we respond in a rational way – either explaining ourselves or apologizing. Honestly, it’s unlikely I would have been radicalized enough to write this essay if this double standard hadn’t been super obvious to me my whole life.

What’s sad about this essay is I don’t want to antagonize Jewish people, because I really wish more of them could be political allies, since they tend to be brilliant and influential. But I do want to properly explain the dream.

And I’m not saying my ethnic group is much better – people from northern Europe appear to have decided to go on a mission to convert the rest of the world to atheism and homosexuality of late.

Attacking the Talmud

* I have to talk about the Talmud because part of the dream involved a Jewish guy worshiping a demonic entity, and understanding demonic teachings of the Talmud helps explain this.

Back to the essay: I know these verses from revelations sound shocking, but they make more sense in light of the extremely evil teachings of the Talmud.

Political views of Jews

* I have to talk about Jewish influence on politics, because the dream portrays a betrayal on the part of the Zionists, and I have to explain why that might make sense.

In summary, although the republican party traditionally aligns with Zionist forces (is that the right word?), when you look the political trends of the Jewish community (is that the right word?), it is clear that they are diametrically opposed to right wing values – thus making the possibility of betrayal more likely.

General Political Views

Jews have overwhelming voted for Democrats during the past century (Wikipedia).
They are far more likely than the average American to support immigration (pewreseach).
Jews are the religion most in favor of censorship except for atheists (Foundation for Individual Rights and Expression).

Historical Support for Communism

Almost all early communists were Jewish. For example, during the early soviet union, 25 out of 32 commissaries were Jewish, and in the early communist branch in New York, 90% of members were Jewish.

Effects – The Crucible of Free Speech

In my view, free speech is the foundation American values, and one of the first thing all real dictators do is end free speech.
Government to defund universities and deport people who express antisemitism, which uses the International Holocaust Remembrance Alliance’s working definition (IHRA).
Banning any criticism of Jews in parliament of UK, similarly “in Britain, 21-year-old Garron Helm was sentenced to four weeks in jail for using Twitter for depicting Jewish Labour M.P. Luciana Berger with a Jewish star superimposed onto her forehead.”
Antisemitism under the IHRA is entirely illegal in Ukraine, violating free speech.
Holocaust denial is illegal in most western countries. I won’t discuss this too much here for obvious reasons, but these sources are interesting (better source, worse source, even worse source, very bad source, bad source, another bad source, another bad source, another bad one), be sure to use Yandex, since google censors results. Honestly, I don’t really care if it happened or not – but the censorship annoys me and in my experience those who resort to censorship are very rarely factually correct. Breaking free speech is a slippery slope which leads to dark places.

Let’s look at the IHRA definition. Here are the craziest things I have seen, though the whole document is terrible:

It’s antisemitic to say that the Jews killed Jesus? Like what the heck?
They simultaneously say that holding Jews responsible for the actions of Israel is antisemitic, but also that it is antisemitic to say that Israel is racist (which arguably Israel is definitionally is racist, though I don’t care). If Israel is separate from Jews (and therefore you can’t criticize Jews based on the actions of Israel) – then surely Israel can’t be protected by calling up the specter of antisemitism, right? You can’t have your cake and eat it too.

Is America Being Scammed by Israel

Why do we give so much money to Israel, even during times of peace? Was Jeffrey Epstein an agent of Mossad used to blackmail prominent politicians?
It seems very unreasonable and toxic for any country to be immune to criticism by always bringing up the specter of antisemitism. If someone has a criticism of any country, the response should be either a justification or an admission of failure, not to resort to name calling (you’re antisemitic blah blah).
Israel has a long history of staging false flag attacks to garner western support (discussed in Please Leave NYC & DC; False Flag Nuclear Attack Coming).
Republicans support Israel the most, but for what? Muslim Americans voted for Trump more than Jewish Americans (35% of Muslims voted for Trump, compared to 20% of Jews).

Shadowy Jewish Organizations Bribing Pastors and Influencers

TO CATCH A PREDATOR! Israel BRIBING Pastors And Influencers. | Candace Ep 207

In the episode she goes through a surprisingly large amount of instances where shadowy Jewish affiliated organizations offered money to influencers and pastors to advocate for Christian Zionism, including attacking people who have been more skeptical of Israel such as Tucker Carlson and Candace.

It’s very ironic how in very same emails sent to influencers bribing them to adopt Jewish talking points, they also complain about how it is antisemitic to accuse Jews of having shadowy influence on the media. It really just reminds of typical scammer behavior – somehow genuinely feeling super sorry for yourself when people accuse you of scamming others, even though you genuinely are scamming others.

Noteworthy Article Representing Scammer Mindset

The article (The Power Libel: Tucker Carlson and the new country club antisemitism) basically complains about people criticizing Israel, which I will now address:

It’s just so crazy to me that these people think it is antisemitic to only want to stop giving vast amounts of free money even during times of peace to a country which can afford to give its citizens free healthcare (unlike our own). They act as though they are innocent victims who keep on being inexplicably attacked, when in reality they are privileged beyond measure – no other country in the world has received such free money like Israel; They think they are persecuted, when they actually are the only religion in the world that doesn’t need to defend itself because instead it can just resort to name calling and threats. And then they say that it is antisemitic to claim that Israel is dragging the US into wars, when they themselves are the ones begging us to give them money to finance their wars. Overall, the mindset of this author reminds me very much of the Indian scammers who then feel sorry for themselves when their victim doesn’t give them money, as seen in the YouTube channel kitboga.

Final thoughts

Again, I don’t have an eternal hatred of jews or whatever. If they could just stop threatening and censoring opponents, that would likely be enough for me to retract this essay (and I guess you people think I am a hypocrite for feeling sorry for myself when I attack others for feeling sorry for themselves, point taken). Overall, this was a painful document to write, and I only did so because of the dream.

Discussing other parts of the dream

I think it’s noteworthy how in my dream, there were five demonic portals, much like the incident where the pope opened five portals leading to many conspiracy theories. I think the town taken over by demonic entities represents how though Trump won’t entirely be defeated immediately, there still will be many regions that the demonic forces take control of in the coming civil war / invasions / destructions.

Also, it is worth noting how the ideas expressed in this site about a coming deception to the Mormon Church align with the demonic stuff which occurred inside the Mormon Church building in my dream, first in secret, then in public. I think the pit inside the Church building I was sitting in represents how demonic entities until now have been operating in dark and secret parts of the Church. I think the van which was full represents the safe havens from God which many will escape to during the end times.

I think the fact that the goddess had many faces represents how these demonic forces have many different appearances and forms across the world, though they are all secretly working in sync with each other.

Betrayal / Dark forces in Churches / Discussing Christian Zionism