In the dreams from this day, I learned terrible things regarding the imprisonment and abuse of sexual slaves in association with the Mormon Church, which I will share here since I believe many of my dreams are from God.
The main source corroborating my claims about the Mormon church is mormonmonarch, whose account I have studied and believe is true. Beyond Mormon Monarch, these additional sources may also confirm my claims – but honestly, I haven’t yet read or listened to them, because from my perspective I already know from my dreams that the accusations against the church’s leadership are true:
- A Mother and Her Missionary Son Finding Light and Truth Amid Deep Darkness
- https://gordonbowencourtdocuments.com/
- Tim Ballard, the Mormon hero from Sound of Freedom who rescues human trafficked children, claims the “deep church” is trying to obstruct him (source).
- Tim Ballard Claims SATANlSM RITUALS Happening in LDS Church (yet still fully believes)
- Per one reddit summary, Tim Ballard reportedly “went on a right-wing show and ranted about the church. How it’s been infiltrated by the deep state. He also made a … allegation that the church is somehow behind satanic csa rituals. He said that Utah is the epicenter of child csa.” (reddit).
Knowing that everything Tim Ballard claims is true, it’s heartbreaking how much scorn and betrayal that man has faced. According to my mom, who personally knew him, he was a good man. So, hopefully Tim knows that God remembers him and that he will have a place in the blessed kingdom to come for the good work he has done here on earth. All I worry about is whether I will make it there myself, given my sins. How can I express this to the God who listens? I am sorry, I know I am stupid, please forgive me, though I know I don’t deserve it, in the name of Jesus Christ. Please accept my commitment to stop sinning – though I will fail, I promise with all my soul to never stop trying. And also extend this to the person for whom I pray – please see our faith and trust – please overlook our sins and hypocrisy (and instead see the potential in us made possible through thy atoning blood) – please change our hearts and take away our pride and selfishness and concupiscence (even if it hurts) – please help us to become thy faithful servants (even if it hurts and requires sacrifice) – and please let us into your kingdom, where all the bad can be forgotten, in Christ’s name. I know I don’t deserve this and that I am dumb, but that’s my prayer, Lord, amen. PS – I need you because of my weakness and unresolve and unreliableness, and I am sorry for being dumb; please change me.
Conversation with Mission Companion
I dreamt of being a missionary for the Mormon church, staying with one of my past companions from Utah who I thought was a sociopath. I watched this sociopath have a conversation with other likewise evil missionaries during what was supposed to be a spiritual meeting amongst missionaries.
They discussed casually how they would ceaselessly sexually abuse innocents – particularly their own children – from the time they were very young.
They also discussed how they would “hang” their children and something else to make them obsessed with sex. From this, I got the impression of parents hanging their children by their private parts for extended periods of time (or something analogous) in order to brainwash their children.
They also discussed carrying around “clam fish” and “little calves” to have sex with, and I was under the impression that these animal names were used as code words.
I also learned that their favorite two movies involved 1) a girl captured and sexually abused, and 2) a man is attached to a bed which slowly crushes down on him, and finally they eat his genitalia and kill him. Creepy.
At the end, they carried out their spiritual lesson, which was on a book of scripture where a prophet was shown the whole world by God and then it launched into reiterating the genesis account. I felt in this meeting that they hadn’t been reading the scriptures, and so it was up to me to discuss them. On waking, I realize that this scripture was supposed to be the Book of Moses.
I also read in the dream what appeared to be a Wikipedia article describing people like these missionaries. I learned that these people don’t feel morality regarding sex and many other things.
Regarding 1 Peter 3:8
I dreamt that these evil secret combinations didn’t believe in didn’t believe in 1 Peter 3:8. For full context, here are the verses:
1 Peter 3
1 Likewise, ye wives, be in subjection to your own husbands; that, if any obey not the word, they also may without the word be won by the conversation of the wives;
…7 Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered.
8 Finally, be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous:
From these verses we see that, firstly, yes, wives should be subject to their husbands. However, these scriptures also add the commandment to the husbands to give honor to their wives, to be of one mind, compassionate, courteous, and loving of others, and the verses note that husbands and wives are co-heirs.
Therefore, to not believe in 1 Peter 3:8 represents selectively believing in the verses commanding women to be subject to their husbands, but then ignoring the verses about the reciprocal responsibilities of husbands towards their wives.
Imprisonment
I dreamt that I was suddenly taken by people who were unrecognized strangers (as opposed to being taken by, for example, family members). I then found myself in a prison cell where they had taken me and saw that they had also imprisoned my brother in a different cell.
Our captors, who were of both genders, I somehow knew would regularly pile into my brother’s cell to sexually abuse him. This included assaulting him one time because it was his birthday.
In the dream, they also came into my cell, but not to sexually assault me, but rather just to hurt me sadistically – which involved their trying to place clamps onto me, which really hurt.
I also dreamt of reading a book about a woman who was taken by a dark monster and immersed naked halfway into a wall, thus enveloping her legs but leaving her arms free. She then proceeded to try to bite and destroy her body. I think this is symbolism for women being imprisoned and abused to the point where they seek death.
Agents and Outputs
I dreamt of being a government secret agent, and I noticed a different group of agents who sometimes would come with my colleagues and I or ride with us. However, I noted that they were different and their own group.
I then dreamt of being at what appeared to be a sort of militaristic outpost where I complaining to someone else that this place is not written out on **any** of the GPS-s. In the dream, I thought I had been taken there.
I think these two dreams are about how these evil secret combinations are woven into government and how they operate from clandestine facilities.
Germanic Peoples used to be Good
I dreamt of ancient people amongst the Germanic peoples, who I saw in prayer because they followed the gospel.
I then saw how there were groups of super righteous Germanic peoples, particularly the Dutch, who were inspired to have the right translation of the Bible. I felt as though their specific translation was an improvement, and that people had said they couldn’t do this but still did it anyway. In the notes for this dream, I wrote “van dyke”. Interestingly, there actually is a Dutch person named “Van Dyke” who translated the Bible into Arabic. Perhaps this dream is spotlighting that countries like the Netherlands used to be righteous as seen in their historic missionary works.
I dreamt of old Saxon being a good language with good people who followed it, and I also dreamt that the old Dutch were a “super awesome” people who followed the gospel. In my dreams I also thought that these old languages were good and helped fix problems in the Bible. [I think this is referring to Old Saxon and Old Dutch; I know people say that Old Dutch is a Lower Franconian language, but from the data I have collected, I think both Dutch and Saxon are variations of Low German].
The larger context of these dreams is that I have had several dreams about how Germanic peoples / countries are evil. Therefore, these dreams show that said Germanic peoples used to not be evil, meaning they have fallen.
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