(Jacaranda)

The Deep Church

I dreamt of seeing a Mormon apostle trying to separate the siblings in a family in a custody case. I was under the impression that this family was associated with *the deep church*, and this was an example of how certain families are manipulated by the church. Oddly enough, the Geneva convention was also brought up in this custody case, and upon research I found that this convention does indeed have provisions regarding the separation of families.

I then learned in a dream about how the hidden deep church gave people different callings – that controlled what they did across their life – based on things in the temple. These callings, I was then later told, were sort of supposed to stay hidden away in our lives. To note, it is my opinion that these secret callings are bad.

Joseph Smith the Third

In my dreams from this night, I was told by someone that there were two prophets in Mormonism where were very special: Joseph Smith the third and Joseph Smith Junior himself (translator of the Book of Mormon). The dream called Smith the third the faithful witness, and it was as though God’s authority truly rested on Smith Junior and Smith the Third, and all the other prophets were much less important – as though there were different levels of importance of the Mormon prophets, and these two superseded all the other prophets. This connected to a dream of mine from long ago (which I don’t remember in waking life) in which I thought there was one specific Mormon prophet who was more important than all the others aside from Joseph Smith Junior.

I then was told by this person that receiving revelation was like a quest for hidden things – these things were hidden because Satan was actively trying to stop us from knowing them (and I suppose also that God had it hidden). He also discussed how prophets had more authority during times of trouble on matters of revelation, especially Joseph Smith the third.

I was told essentially that during times of plenty everyone can receive revelations but during trouble you must rely more on the prophet.

Later in the night, I then dreamt of teaching my family about how Joseph Smith the third was important and it was as if the two main prophets in modern day were Joseph Smith and Joseph Smith the third and all the other prophets mattered a lot less.

I also had another dream where again I learned that seeking revelation is like a quest. In this dream, I remember reading a scripture that I thought to be around Doctrine and Covenants section 35-45 on this topic. And indeed, there are some scriptures around here about gaining revelations:

D&C 35:8-13
8 For I am God, and mine arm is not shortened; and I will show miracles, signs, and wonders, unto all those who believe on my name.
9 And whoso shall ask it in my name in faith, they shall cast out devils; they shall heal the sick; they shall cause the blind to receive their sight, and the deaf to hear, and the dumb to speak, and the lame to walk.
10 And the time speedily cometh that great things are to be shown forth unto the children of men;
11 But without faith shall not anything be shown forth except desolations upon Babylon, the same which has made all nations drink of the wine of the wrath of her fornication.
12 And there are none that doeth good except those who are ready to receive the fulness of my gospel, which I have sent forth unto this generation.
13 Wherefore, I call upon the weak things of the world, those who are unlearned and despised, to thresh the nations by the power of my Spirit;

D&C 42:61
61 If thou shalt ask, thou shalt receive revelation upon revelation, knowledge upon knowledge, that thou mayest know the mysteries and peaceable things—that which bringeth joy, that which bringeth life eternal.

From these scriptures, I gather that gaining revelation mainly requires faith and simply asking God, and even the unlearned and despised can gain it.

Discussion on “Joseph Smith the Third”

My memory from this dream was that it was about Joseph F. Smith – who is was the nephew of the Joseph Smith who translated the Book of Mormon. Joseph F Smith later became a prophet of the LDS church and is famous for being the one to receive the revelation in Doctrine and Covenants 138.

However, in my dream notes, for these two first dreams, I didn’t actually write Joseph F Smith, but rather I wrote Joseph Smith the third. Later on in the night, when I had my dream of being a missionary in a world full of human alien hybrids, I did think that that it was Joseph F Smith when I wrote of trying to talk to these people about this Smith. However, this wasn’t the dream where I learned about Joseph Smith the third, but rather this was a dream about the corruption of human genetics in which I recalled a past dream.

So, if we are to trust my original dream notes, then presumably this dream is actually not about Joseph F Smith, but rather is about Joseph Smith the third. There are historical reasons why this would matter, but they don’t significantly shift my beliefs on the present world situation:

• Joseph Smith Junior Translated the Book of Mormon by the power of God, and the Book of Mormon is a literal record of an ancient people who lived on the American Continent (I have various essays that prove this is true from a secular perspective listed in Non-Dream Essays).
• Mormon breakaway sects like the RLDS who don’t affirm the historicity of the Book of Mormon and take a fence sitting position on whether the Book of Mormon is true are a joke.
• The main Mormon sect that has millions of members is also gone astray because many of its leaders are corrupt and nefarious.
• Indeed, I doubt any major organized religion right now is led by God.

The Occult in Power

I dreamt of seeing someone in government talking about how the occult is the frontier religion and this is where he thought the truth lied. He was afraid of someone not in the occult taking power in gov’t because then they might abuse their power, but he didn’t think this would happen for occultists. Interestingly, he was ok with people taking power nationally if they were not in the occult but he was less willing for this power to stretch globally – so good *normal* people could help Britain, but not Europe (because Europe’s leadership should be in the occult). I suppose this parallels the political idea that the “globalists” are the evil elites trying to create a new world order / beast system, whereas “nationalists” are not evil.

In my dream notes here, I also wrote that I started to write in the dream about “the backrooms of congress”, which I suppose is related to these occultists in government.

World of Alien Human Hybrids

I dreamt of being a missionary in an airport in a world where many people appeared as alien human hybrids. They acted like humans and had human looking eyes and foreheads, but often their lower face / lungs / hands would appear alien. Moreover, these alien parts, I saw in one case, didn’t even really work; specifically, I saw a person who had his arms held up with a machine to his chest because they were nonfunctional. It was as though the human body did not mesh well with alien bodies, so to be mixed essentially makes you handicapped because the alien body parts won’t work as expected [reflecting research showing that mixed race people tend to have poorer health, with the hypothesis being that certain races body parts don’t jive together well – for example, if you inherit a big body from one parent, but a small heart from another, then you will have problems because your parents bodies didn’t jive well with each other – see for instance Students of mixed races report suffering more health problems]. The figures I saw were fairly diverse however – I also saw full aliens as well as robots milling about in the airport. And by aliens, I mean *not reptilians* nor the typical grey aliens. I just mean really weird looking creatures often with glossy skin and a diverse appearance.

It was this dream where I tried to talk to people about “Joseph F Smith”. In my dream notes, I also wrote “this points to a society where humans are so inbred with aliens that we have lost our humanity.”

I later dreamt of taking an uber ride to the airport as a missionary, and the uber driver mentioned genetic purity leading to national greatness. He asked how it would be fixed, and I said when Jesus comes and he thought this was funny.

Multiple Versions of Myself

I dreamt of being a missionary, except there was a dark and corrupting force that came over alternate versions of myself. I initially saw my true self, except I was in limbo and said that I needed a little time to restore myself.

My scene then shifted to another version of myself who was in this conference of missionaries. From my appearance, I could tell that I had been corrupted – with my skin unusually pale and dark parts of my skin. I also had with me yet another version of myself who I considered my “slave”, who was a little crazy that I had in a collar under my control.

This missionary conference was happening in what appeared to be a mall, and sitting in the atrium was a small cabin, which had contained therein a final version of myself. This version was dangerous and I was trying to keep this version inside the cabin and then burn down the cabin, but he was breaking out. To this purpose, I had to go inside the cabin, where this locked up version of myself fought me and used these razor cat claws to painfully cut me. After this, I remember desperately trying to hold the cabin’s doors closed as the crazy version within tried to escape.

Finally, the *true* version of myself arrived at the scene. He was angelic looking and had this gun that shot sparkles of light. He used the gun to destroy all the other versions of myself. To note, I saw this scene from the perspective of the version of me who started in the mall who had the slave. This version of me thought it was the true me, and the slave and the thing in the cabin were false versions. However, when I saw the actual me come to the scene in strength, I realized I too was not the true version and accepted my death.

My perspective then shifted to this glorified version of me. I was using this sparkle gun to destroy beings in the mall who I thought were demonic, and when I shot them they would dissipate as if they never existed. The light emitted from my device also resembled rain, in that if I shone it in the air, the beautiful sparkles would then gently fall down and heal people. I then descended into a basement area of the mall, where there were all of these corrupt looking farm animals – meaning they looked sick and had black spots on them. I was going to destroy them too, but another person told me that it was not necessary, so we left the mall together. We felt that the corrupt animals were contained in the basement area and knew that people would be warned not to go down there – and so we didn’t think they were a danger to society. When we left the mall, we found the mall to itself be in a pit in the ground. The only precaution we felt was necessary was to have signs warning people not to go down into the pit.

Discussion

I think this dream is about how we have multiple versions of ourselves who we think are the *real* versions of ourselves. But they are not, and with the power of God we can strip ourselves of these false identities. The corrupted animals I think represent demonic entities, and the basement of the mall, of which mall itself had gone into the pit, represents the hell in which these entities will be confined during the millennium.

Discussion on the History of Occultism

Those are the main dreams from this day. From here on, I will provide some commentary on western occult history because I think it pertains to my dream of occultism being described as a frontier religion.

The two main lines of occult beliefs in my view are the Egyptian line and the Greek line.

I discuss the Egyptian line more in Don’t Pray to Sophia (October 2, 26) as well as Missing temple ordinances and evidence modern Mormon temple worship has been corrupted, and I suppose as my education on the topic improves I may try to write one essay that summarizes all of this more comprehensively, but here is a summary on how these ancient beliefs have been transmitted to the modern day.

The line of Egyptian beliefs I believe entered Europe through the Johannites and to a less degree the Gnostics, which then later led to the knight’s templar and from there the Rosicrucians. These people basically think that Jesus was in a mystery school of Egyptian religion, and that the Jewish Old Testament religion was false. And they still believe in the Egyptian Gods, though often they re-arrange the position of these Gods away from the traditional Egyptian (Kemet) concept.

Then there is the Greek/Roman side, which (in my humble opinion), transformed into what is now known as Renaissance magic. Since I think a thousand years of history was added (see The Mud Flood and the Book of Mormon), the time between Renaissance magic and simple Roman theology is much lower, and I think Renaissance magic was not “rediscovered” Greek Gods but was continuously transmitted from the original Greek Orthodoxy. With the cult of Athena believing Athena is the same as the Egyptian God Neith, there is some crossover with the Egyptian system, but these still remained mostly separate. Then came the all important John Dee, who created his own magical system called Enochian Magic, which was heavily inspired by Renaissance magic, and by this time was mutated almost beyond recognition from the original Greek pantheon.

The Order of the Golden Dawn then was founded primarily from John Dee’s Enochian system, however it incorporated into its beliefs various Egyptian Gods as well as Kabbalah. This was partly due to the fact that this order was founded by William Wynn Westcott, Samuel Liddell MacGregor Mathers, and William Robert Woodman, who were all both freemasons and Rosicrucians – so the order sort of is a fusion of the Greek magical heritage with the Egyptian magical heritage.

From here, we get Aleister Crowley, originally a member of the Order of the Golden Dawn, who later joined the O.T.O. (founders of German sex magic), and then created his own system of magic called Thelema. His pupil, Keneth Grant, then established the Typhonian Order – which pioneers the idea of the “left hand path” – in conjunction with the temple of Set (which came from the Church of Satan). Beyond just refining the German sex magic ideas into a magical system, Crowley also incorporated into his magical system the idea of Mithras and Baphomet (said to be the same), as well as yoga – which he learned from his travels in India; Crowley was also an avid astral projector and wrote books about his astral journeys. Keneth Grant then made these Indian elements, namely, the Tantra, Shakti, and Kundalini, far more central in his order. Thus, his pupil Grant was somewhat paralleling the route taken by Madame Blavatsky, founder of theosophy, in the 1800s – who also pioneered in incorporating eastern traditions into western occultism – and who was the originator of the notion of a “left-hand path”.

Interestingly, another person who came from all of these traditions is Gerald Brosseau Gardner, the founder of Wicca, who originally was a member of the Rosicrucian order, the OTO, and freemasonry.

Regarding the temple of Set, it was established by Michael Aquino, who originally was a priest in the church of Satan as well as a psychological warfare specialist for the US Military. Although the Anton LaVey’s Church of Satan is famous for popularizing the image of Baphomet as a Hermaphrodite (which came from French occultist Éliphas Lév), the Church of Satan was mostly non-theistic – viewing Satan as a philosophical idea, rather than a literal being. Aquino transitioned this in the church of Set into a literal belief in a Satan being, who he called “Set” – the Egyptian God of chaos. Thus, the church of Set is very similar to the Typhonian order, who also worship this god Set, and both groups are obsessed with the idea of “self-deification” – similar to how Lucifer thinks he can become God.

So, how does this all relate to the idea of occultism as a “frontier religion”?

Basically, my view is that the central object of all these religions was to perform *actual* magic, and the goal of this magic almost always was to gain money. Thus, they were sort of freely incorporating various elements of hermetic traditions which they thought could help in performing this magic, and then dropping everything else that didn’t work. The result therefore is somewhat similar to the idea of the 1800s western frontier towns – built very rapidly, with little regard to order or tradition, but nevertheless brutally practical particularly in making money.

As a result of this process, I believed that these modern occult religions (Typhonian Order, church of Set, etc.) have successfully reached a much more pure form of Satan worship than previous religions. As such, these modern variants are in a sense technically more *true* than older things like Renaissance magic or Solomonic magic, which is the second parallel to the frontier: the frontier is new and under construction, just like these Satanic religions – whereas in Christianity I think we have the opposite scenario – where ancient Christianity is far more true than modern Christianity. [I say Satanism is technically true because I believe Satan is a real being. That does not mean we should worship him however.]

The third parallel is that for many of these magical systems, there is a belief that there are hundreds of different spirits, which you can invoke for your aide if you know their correct names or sigils. Thus, many of these groups don’t particularly have a loyalty to one specific deity, but rather are just picking and choosing whichever god they think is most powerful and most likely to help them. This again seems sort of “frontier” to me, in that their system has no loyalty or order, but instead is purely transactional.

In conclusion, if you are in any of these magickal orders, I encourage you to just stop, read the Bible, and believe in Jesus Christ. The eternities last a lot longer than our life on earth. Perhaps these systems can supernaturally give you your earthly desires, but they CANNOT grant eternal salvation.

Matthew 16:24-27
24 ¶ Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
25 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.
26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
27 For the Son of man shall come in the glory of his Father with his angels; and then he shall reward every man according to his works.