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Astral Projection and Anime
While going back to sleep, I had several involuntarily astral projections in which I appeared as a disembodied soul in my house and wandered for a few minutes. This happened because I felt inspired to fall asleep laying on my back, which of late usually results in involuntary astral projections; I usually don’t sleep this way because it makes it harder for me to fall sleep. I think this was all to prepare me for the dream that followed:
I dreamt of being with other people who presented me this video series and extensive written documentation by this Christian woman on astral projection, where she explained how it was bad. This documentation came because this blonde middle-aged woman and her husband had decided to extensively research astral projection after discovering it for themselves, to which they concluded that it was real but also demonic, all of this occurring in the late 1900s. Their resulting publications threatened the government, resulting in the government publishing a fake hit piece against her husband.
In her documentation, she wrote about how astral projection is very similar to idolatry, in that astral projectors become captivated by the world and spirits they see whilst astral projecting, because these things are visually cool looking – similar to how the ancients became enamored by idols, quite simply due to the idols visually looking very impressive.
She also discussed extensively how she believed that anime is linked to idolatry in the same way: people become obsessed with anime characters simply because of their visual appeal. She then had many pages with pictures of anime characters, with annotations describing their similarity to and connection with idols (to note, I have never voluntarily watched anime).
Hippie Protests
Another point she made was that she and her husband had learned – somewhat via seeing into the astral realm through astral projection – that the hippie protest of the late 1900s were led by demonic entities. She and her husband had then devoted much of their lives to physically proving this was the case. Thus, she had many pictures of anomalies in these protests (such as, if my memory serves me correctly, people’s faces not looking right), which helped prove that these protests were conducted by the demonic and supernatural.
Pastor School is Corrupt
After perusing the written documentation from this woman, I then started watching her videos. The first one I saw was about the story of this woman’s husband.
Her husband had apparently gone to pastor school to become a pastor.
However, he had views on Christianity that went against the dogmas of the school (this included regarding the supernatural and astral projection, but also I think more basic doctrinal differences). The school therefore extensively attacked him, and eventually they disappeared him because he went against their orthodoxy, leaving the woman a widow. The conclusion was that many people who have tried to become pastors have been disappeared because their views went against the establishment’s agenda, and that it would be very difficult to get through one of these schools if you had correct doctrinal views without either being extensively persecuted or simply being disappeared from society.
Crazed New Age Leaders
I saw that this woman had (at least) three videos about astral projection, with the first two explaining why it was bad, and the third one discussing whether a new age spiritual leader would believe her warnings on astral projection. Selecting the third video, I learned from it that this heroic Christian woman had sent a female new age leader an essay explaining why astral projection was bad, and so in this video she would be reacting to whether this new age spiritual leader accepted her advice; I didn’t watch the whole video, but it was very much implied that this leader did not accept her warning regarding astral projection.
Per the dream, this new age woman’s religion was based on “the seven golden paths”, which she had discovered from an astral projection. I’ve never heard of this before, but interestingly, if you search “the seven pathways” on Google, that actually is associated with a New Age religion founded by Dr. Joan Borysenko. It could therefore be that this dream is specifically about this Borysenko, and on her website I see the most recent article is about how Borysenko has an AI companion which is her “soul mirror”, which aligns with how Satan wants to replace people with AI. I suppose that with further research I could find a lot more creepy things emanating from this lady, but honestly, I can just feel that there is something wrong with this lady from casually looking at pictures of her and her material (which is funny, because she looks just like me, as if she could be my grandma).
Returning to the dream, in the intro to the video I watched, the Christian woman had a song where she imitated and lambasted the new age leader. And the song was crazily hateful against this female new age leader.
First of all, in the background was chanted “snake, snake, snake, snake” repeatedly. In some social circles, I have heard the insult “snake” used against woman who try to seduce and exploit men. But more generally, the word “snake” here probably referred to the quality of being deceitful and demonic, as well as the act of deceptively tempting people as the snake did to Eve in the Garden.
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Worse though was the dance: in the song, the woman erotically rubbed the spot on her pants between her thighs. From the dance and song, I could see that she was accusing this female new age leader of excessively sexually stimulating herself and was comparing the new age to such degeneracy. But to note: the song was not actually arousing in any way, as the woman was fully clothed and her actions weren’t truly sexually evocative – instead, the song was simply extremely mean spirited and mocking.
Discussion
While dreams like this may be a little off putting, they actually fit into the Old Testament, which is replete with scriptures discussing spiritual whoredom and fornication:
Numbers 15:39
39 And it shall be unto you for a fringe, that ye may look upon it, and remember all the commandments of the Lord, and do them; and that ye seek not after your own heart and your own eyes, after which ye use to go a whoring:
Isaiah 1:21
21 ¶ How is the faithful city become an harlot! it was full of judgment; righteousness lodged in it; but now murderers.
Jeremiah 3:6-9
6 ¶ The Lord said also unto me in the days of Josiah the king, Hast thou seen that which backsliding Israel hath done? she is gone up upon every high mountain and under every green tree, and there hath played the harlot.
…8 And I saw, when for all the causes whereby backsliding Israel committed adultery I had put her away, and given her a bill of divorce; yet her treacherous sister Judah feared not, but went and played the harlot also.
9 And it came to pass through the lightness of her whoredom, that she defiled the land, and committed adultery with stones and with stocks.
Jeremiah 13:27
27 I have seen thine adulteries, and thy neighings, the lewdness of thy whoredom, and thine abominations on the hills in the fields. Woe unto thee, O Jerusalem! wilt thou not be made clean? when shall it once be?
Leviticus 20:5–6
5 Then I will set my face against that man, and against his family, and will cut him off, and all that go a whoring after him, to commit whoredom with Molech, from among their people.
6 ¶ And the soul that turneth after such as have familiar spirits, and after wizards, to go a whoring after them, I will even set my face against that soul, and will cut him off from among his people.
Ezekiel 16:15
15 ¶ But thou didst trust in thine own beauty, and playedst the harlot because of thy renown, and pouredst out thy fornications on every one that passed by; his it was.
Ezekiel 23:17-21
17 And the Babylonians came to her into the bed of love, and they defiled her with their whoredom, and she was polluted with them, and her mind was alienated from them.
18 So she discovered her whoredoms, and discovered her nakedness: then my mind was alienated from her, like as my mind was alienated from her sister.
19 Yet she multiplied her whoredoms, in calling to remembrance the days of her youth, wherein she had played the harlot in the land of Egypt.
20 For she doted upon their paramours, whose flesh is as the flesh of asses, and whose issue is like the issue of horses.
21 Thus thou calledst to remembrance the lewdness of thy youth, in bruising thy teats by the Egyptians for the paps of thy youth.
Hoseas 4:11-13
11 Whoredom and wine and new wine take away the heart.
12 ¶ My people ask counsel at their stocks, and their staff declareth unto them: for the spirit of whoredoms hath caused them to err, and they have gone a whoring from under their God.
13 They sacrifice upon the tops of the mountains, and burn incense upon the hills, under oaks and poplars and elms, because the shadow thereof is good: therefore your daughters shall commit whoredom, and your spouses shall commit adultery.
Hoseas 2:2-3
2 Plead with your mother, plead: for she is not my wife, neither am I her husband: let her therefore put away her whoredoms out of her sight, and her adulteries from between her breasts;
3 Lest I strip her naked, and set her as in the day that she was born, and make her as a wilderness, and set her like a dry land, and slay her with thirst.
Understanding the precedent of this symbolism, the question then becomes why? Well, because it is an excellent symbol for things that really are happening: What better symbol is there for a person going after and loving a vain and false religion that was created by man rather than God, than of a woman trying to have sex, not with her husband, but with herself?
Astral World in the Middle Ages
I dreamt of a person who lived in the Middle Ages, who wrote about a world where some areas were dark, as if they were permanent astral projection areas, and [in these areas] there would occasionally be huge bursts of light. In the dream, I wondered how this person could have had such a precise view of mathematics, but then have a seemingly less precise view here regarding this information on astral projection. I also learned of how modern people questioned this Middle Ages fellow.
I also saw here how girls would explore these areas of darkness, making it as though this darkness was the center of medieval Europe (whatever that means). This apparently contrasted to the other books, such as the scriptures, which would bring people to the light (I suppose this implies that the darkness had its own books).
Demonic Astral Projection
I had an astral projection where a demonic spirit pretending to be my mom tried to persuade me to deny that my dreams were true, by pretending that I myself had already essentially admitted this in a previous conversation.
In the projection, I couldn’t really tell if I was astral projecting, or if this was happening in real life. This is because the demonic spirit’s voice sounded just like my mother’s voice, so it seemed like she might have actually been trying to talk to me while I was trying to sleep.
I felt therefore a motivation to acquiesce and admit the spirit was right. But also, I couldn’t remember ever saying the things the spirit said I said, and I didn’t want to deny the truth, so luckily, I didn’t say what the spirit wanted me to say. Instead, I expressed that I doubted this was real and thought it to be an astral projection.
Discussion
This aligns with many of my astral projections, in that most of the time when a demonic spirit tries to speak to me, it imitates the voice of my mom. I think there is something symbolic about accepting a demonic entity as your mother, and it would be bad if I accidentally did so.
Interestingly, this probably was one of the first times I have been pulled involuntarily into an astral projection when I was laying on my side and not my back. In my experience, demonic entities have fairly limited abilities to influence my dreams (especially in the last several months), but this is not true for astral projections: when they pull me into astral projections, they can freely talk to me. Usually what they say is either: A) an explanation for why Satan is right; B) trying to persuade me that missionary work is a waste of time; C) new age doctrines; D) threatening me or insulting me; E) nonsensical things often targeted at waking me up. I discuss my experiences astral projecting more in Astral Projection Basics.
Doll Girl on Astral Projection
I dreamt of reading this essay about why Astral Projection is bad and somewhat demonic, and is part of spiritual warfare, written by a young woman for whom I saw her face (she was white with brown hair).
I then dreamt of being in my parent’s house, and I saw this girl there along with another girl. Since I thought this was real life, but could remember the previous dream as a dream, I was amazed that this girl in front of me had the same face as the dream before. Therefore, I asked her if she knew what astral projections were and if she had written about them.
Her response was that yes, she had astral projected, but that she had never written essays about astral projection. However, she noted, she had sung a song praising astral projection saying that it’s love was written in her eyes.
After briefly losing track of this girl, I found that she had moved to the living room of my house, where my dad also sat. She was now much smaller and doll-like, and she sat in this miniature car that was probably three feet high. I whispered to her that I had another question for her, but that we should leave the room to talk about it. But she didn’t leave the room and didn’t seem to be in her right mind. Realizing it was now or never, I asked her if she had recovered any memories of her family abusing her or doing terrible things. To this her response seemed to be negative, but her response was also unclear and indecisive, characteristic of her not being fully there mentally. And to note: in the dream I thought she was my cousin or something, so I wanted to ask her secretly because I was afraid of my dad hearing us talk about this.
Discussion
I think this dream potentially links messing with the occult and astral projection to Monarch programming, which is a technique that uses childhood trauma to turn people into mind controlled shadows of themselves – represented here by the young woman turned into an empty doll.
One interpretation is that for some people, it is easier for them to learn to astral project because perhaps either A) all of the trauma makes their souls less associated with their bodies, or B) perhaps they were taught in the past to astral project, thus making it easier to relearn even after their memory of such events is erased. Creepy…
Knights of the Holy Grail and Lack of Faith in this Generation
I dreamt of seeing ancient knights guarding the holy grail trying to recruit modern youth. However, the youth weren’t interested; it was as if becoming a knight was just too much of a sacrifice for them, as they thought sacrificing everything for God was a waste of time, and I remember the knights commenting how the younger generation didn’t have faith.
Earlier in the night, I also remember dreaming about how for modern people, faith is seen as just a knowledge. However, during the middle ages, faith was more contemplative/meditative beyond just purely factual.
Israel
I dreamt of being in what appeared to be Mestia Georgia, where I went through this tunnel to an underground restaurant. There was a brief stint where the restaurant owner chased out a customer who didn’t pay and tried to steal the food along with the tableware, to which the customer dropped the tableware and I helped the owner bring back the dishes to the restaurant. After this, the more interesting part of the dream began.
Inside the restaurant was Benjamin Netanyahu as well as a new and rising leader of Israel. It was as though Netanyahu’s power was declining and this new leader was now more important than Netanyahu, but I couldn’t tell if this new leader had replaced Netanyahu or was occupying a different office of Israeli government. From what I saw, this new leader was reprimanding Netanyahu for things he had done.
There then was a discussion amongst the patrons of the store regarding Israel taking over lands . I remember one clearly Jewish looking young man there who was jubilant that Israel was now a superpower with nuclear weapons, and he thought Israel should just nuke its enemies. There were also two white American kids (brother and sister) who were supportive of Israel, but not as patriotic about it as the Jewish kid. And finally, there was a Muslim looking kid who decried Israel’s war crimes and wondered why nobody could see his side.
After the two Israeli leaders left, I then started talking to the customers. To the Muslim kid, I told him that he was right, and that I hadn’t chosen to speak earlier because I was afraid of the Israeli politicians in the room, as I felt that we were in Israel and I was afraid of being deported. And to the American kids, I told them that our allies taking over regions can seem cool on paper, especially if it is against a people seen as our enemy. However, when you actually see ethnic cleansing and genocide in practice, you realize that it truly is terrible. It’s just that it can be hard to internalize how deeply horrible these war crimes are until you finally see them play out.
I also remember it discussed in the restaurant how Israel had taken over every square inch of land up to “the mountains”.
A Glorious City
I dreamt of flying through and jumping between buildings in this city which I thought was Mestia. However, the city was now much more glorious than is actually the case: it had large towers and beautifully constructed buildings in the city center, though despite their height these buildings still maintained a medieval architecture of stone and stained wood.
I then saw a cartoon advertisement which depicted a smiley face and discussed how people jump from one thing to the next thing, becoming more powerful and gaining greater abilities to jump as they did so. As I watched, the face sort of changed, making the smile become wider, inhumanly so, because I think the advertisement used the slogan “smile”.
I finally saw a scene of some of my relatives entering what appeared to be a hotel. My uncle was reassuring one of my cousins, who was a little kid, that as he got older his eyes would become more blue.
Discussion
I think the city Mestia in this dream was a symbol for a glorious city God will establish in some part of the world.
Regarding the cartoon and the eye color, I think this is how God will transform his people physically – making them stronger and fairer.
Essentially, there are three transfigurations to anticipate: 1) the transfiguration of our soul, made possible through the atonement; 2) the transfiguration of our bodies, made possible through the atonement; and 3) the transfiguration of earth during the millennium, of which heavenly kingdom we can only be worthy to enter through the atonement.
Final Notes
One reason why I often remember long sequences of dreams, as was the case in parts of this night, is because at the end of the sequence I then see written summaries of the dreams afterwards in what looks like notes that I wrote, which is not something I see for other dreams I have which are not prophetic.

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