Background Rant

As seen in the below graphs, interest in the 144,000 of the Book of Revelation has steadily been increasing for the last twenty years. Secular people often claim that Christians have always been saying the world is about to end, as if that discredits modern day people who say the world will end. However, this is not entirely true – the present is not like the past, since interest in certain elements of the apocalypse is higher than it has ever been. The only exception is in 2012, but the hype in that year was mostly driven by new age people who cared about the non-Christian Mayan Calander.

I think this next chart sums up the generational differences pretty well: 1900s America was very secular, however, since 2000, interest in Revelation and the end of the world has been increasing (this is from Google ngram viewer).

Regarding interest in the apocalypse, it is by far higher than it has ever been:

You can also see this for specific chapters in the Book of Revelation:

Matrix of Scriptures

In a dream, I saw a matrix of scriptures that different religions believed in, with my religion believing in very few scriptures relatively speaking. In the dream, I (perhaps mistakenly) associated my religion with the red cross. Some of the scriptures I saw were in different unknown languages, and I think many of the entries in the table had a text and a definition.

There also was a horizontal line below the matrix, with extra scriptures below the line. We believed more of these scriptures.

I also knew that normal Christians believed in many more scriptures in the matrix than the group with which I associated myself. However, the scriptures below the line compensated for my group’s lack of scriptures, especially since normal Christians didn’t believe in scriptures below this line.

Discussion

I think the scriptures below the line probably represented modern revelation, whereas the entries in the tables didn’t exclusively represent scriptures, but also could represent specific beliefs and doctrines. Thus, the additional elements in the table held by normal Christians likely represents the extra-Biblical beliefs that modern Christians often have – particularly, their obsession with Practical Modalism (which is not the Trinity, but they think it is the Trinity), as well as their belief in “once saved, always saved” (see Hyper-Grace is Wrong and Following the Commandments / Works Matter).

The Greek Cross

The red cross symbol originates from inverting the colors of Switzerland’s flag, of which flag originates from the Greek Cross. The Greek Cross is characterized by its four arms of equal width, which contrasts with the Latin Cross, in which the bottom arm is longer than the rest of the arms. While the Latin Cross was intended to depict the cross upon which Jesus died, the Greek Cross symbolizes the harmony and universality of God (see also The Greek Cross: Meaning, History, and Symbolism Explained).

As discussed in Great Faith Makes Great Wisdom is our World, I dislike the variations of the Latin cross intended to depict the cross upon which Christ died. I don’t think it’s good to focus on the tool which was used to kill Jesus, since we don’t want to celebrate in the murder of Jesus (which was awful and Satanic). Rather, we should honor Christ’s resurrection and the life he brings to us all.

An Occult Ritual Gone Wrong

I dreamt of ordering these comically large boxes of what appeared to be noodles with another person at a house on the edge of the woods. We planned on using these ingredients in rituals, and we were part of a larger group of occultists – thus, the ingredients weren’t just for ourselves, but also for our group (but since they were also for ourselves, I got mine separately from my companion). While ordering, we were both very careful to keep a distance away from the woman who gave us the ingredients, as if we were scared of her. I also saw here a brief scene of the rest of our group/coven in the forest all wearing black velvet hoods.

The scene then skipped forward to the other person and I cooking something in a large cauldron during a ritual we had been taught how to perform by our group. However, while we were quoting our “scriptures” for the ritual, we accidentally misread them, resulting in the ritual going terribly wrong. Specifically, a huge red reptilian humanoid appeared seemingly from thin air behind my companion, as though it was summoned, and when it appeared it changed the colors of the whole room to look more red. Despite the beast having a friendly nonchalant attitude and pretending to want to help us, we knew that it was a predator intent on eating us. It was as though these demons were subject to rules limiting what they could do to us, but because we had performed the ritual incorrectly they could now attack us.

At first, I pretended not to see the demon, hoping it would leave us and trying to gain the element of surprise. Seeing this would not happen however, I then tried to appeal to the rules, arguing that it wasn’t supposed to attack us – I hoped this would work, because I knew the demon was subject to higher powers, of which higher powers my group was also subject. Instead, the situation further escalated as additional demonic entities materialized in the room, and a fight ensued between us and the demons, despite my pleading that they weren’t allowed to do this given the rules to which we were all subject. Some of the entities looked more human, with one in particular looking more like a young woman (in the same way vampires look human); interestingly, even the more human looking ones of these entities were still inhumanly strong and could throw us across the room – thus showing a difference between these beings and normal humans. As we fought, I remember that my spine began to grow further out of my back, and I perceived that I also had super-strength. It was as though I myself was also part demon, and while I usually looked human, my slightly demonic form would become visible in intense situations such as fights.

In this fight scene, I also recalled how in my training in my occult group, I had previously come into contact with these demons repeatedly during certain activities in which we were brought into the underground by the demons, and the same was true for the other person helping me perform the ritual. These underground places looked similar to subways, and it was as though going into these underground places was an unavoidable part of our training, though things going wrong increased the chances of us being brought down to this realm. I also remembered a specific woman in our group who wore black who had voluntarily explored further into the underground. I viewed her as a crazy adventurer, since we knew that it was incredibly dangerous for humans to venture far into the underground realm.

Essentially, the demons were bloodthirsty monsters who would try to eat us if given the chance, despite the fact that we were both working for the same master. This was especially true in the demon’s own realm – the underground. However, if we stayed above ground and followed the rules, we felt that we were somewhat protected from the demons and instead we could sort of work together with them.

Information Received Regarding Ritualistic Sacrifice

While laying in bed in the middle of the night, I had two flash dreams where I received information about the occult.

In the first scene, I harvested animal organs from animals to make sacrifices (I think burnt sacrifices). We harvested these organs (or it might have been just one specific organ) because they were “central to the beast”, and we believed the life force was concentrated in the organs. Thus, this concentrated energy would be released when you burn the organ, allowing you to (hopefully) control this energy.

I learned here that the same is true for blood, hence why there is such an obsession with burning blood in the occult as well as the management of blood during the sacrifice of animals in the law of Moses. Essentially, magicians need this life force to be able to do magic, since the evil one (Satan) lacks his own power, and can release this life force by burning the body parts in which it is concentrated, such as certain organs or the blood.

Leviticus 17:11-14
11 For the life of the flesh is in the blood: and I have given it to you upon the altar to make an atonement for your souls: for it is the blood that maketh an atonement for the soul.
…14 For it is the life of all flesh; the blood of it is for the life thereof: therefore I said unto the children of Israel, Ye shall eat the blood of no manner of flesh: for the life of all flesh is the blood thereof: whosoever eateth it shall be cut off.

After writing this down, as I was falling asleep I received further information on sacrifice. Specifically, I learned that this energy released was especially strong for virgins, witches, and pure Christian believers. This probably explains the obsession with sacrificing virgins, and I think it’s interesting that “witches” were also in this list.

I am reminded here of Abraham 1:11, which reads:
11 Now, this priest had offered upon this altar three virgins at one time, who were the daughters of Onitah, one of the royal descent directly from the loins of Ham. These virgins were offered up because of their virtue; they would not bow down to worship gods of wood or of stone, therefore they were killed upon this altar, and it was done after the manner of the Egyptians.

Perhaps this also explains Satan’s follower’s obsession with sacrificing children as seen in the scriptures (Leviticus 18:21, Leviticus 20:2-5, Deuteronomy 12:31, Deuteronomy 18:10, 2 Kings 17:17, 2 Kings 23:10, Jeremiah 7:31, Jeremiah 19:5, Jeremiah 32:35, Ezekiel 16:20–21, Ezekiel 20:26, Ezekiel 23:37–39, Psalm 106:37–38, Isaiah 57:5) – namely, children have a higher concentration of this “life force” that can be released if they are killed.

To be clear: I am very against all of these occult practices and especially against human sacrifice. As a Christian, I don’t believe that I need to steal other beings’ energy in order to alter the world, because I can simply access God’s power through prayer. This is also why I don’t believe we should try to use the Law of Attraction (which is the New Age concept that if you focus on something, you can send out your energy to supernaturally change the world to make that thing happen): I don’t need to try to perfectly harness my own soul’s energy, because I don’t rely on my own might, but rather the on the power of God.

It’s odd how many dreams I have received about being in these occultic organizations. Regarding the information received here on ritualistic sacrifices, I almost felt like that was more of a memory of something I had once learned. If I have any extended family members in these occult things, my message to them is: you do realize that the actions of your groups are going to destroy not just your own soul, but literally our entire civilization, right? Because of you and your groups, your people – my people – the ethnic group we are both part of – are going to be destroyed and replaced by Russians who were in the lost tribes of Israel (and other groups). How could you do this? We ruled the world, we were given everything, we thought we spread civilization across the continents, only to perish in darkness and be replaced by a different people from a different land with a different history. How could you ruin our history?

Nearly being Sacrificed

I dreamt that a girl my age and I were taken captive in an underground facility by demonic entities intent on sacrificing us by throwing us into a magical fire. To go into detail, this facility was concrete and seemed a bit industrial, and I remember the fire had exotic colors. There also was variation in the appearance of the entities: they were of both genders, and while some appeared to be humans, others looked completely like demons, and yet others seemed to be a cross between human and demon.

However, just before they sacrificed us, a letter seemed to materialize from the air from their “Lord” directing them to (temporarily) spare us. Instead, it appeared that they had more important things for which to use our energy. As a side note, I think the letter might have been written in cursive, though I forget now, and also the creature who initially received the letter was completely demonic / reptilian / non-human looking unlike several of our more human looking captors.

Very interestingly, the letter referred to us as “pure descendants”, and I think it was essentially saying that our energy was especially valuable because of our ancestral purity and thus it shouldn’t be wasted here. Also, the letter seemed to imply that weird sexual things would happen and were in store for us. I suppose therefore that there is another branch of witchcraft devoted towards harnessing sexual energy.

On the topic of genetics playing a role in sacrifice, the Bible also has several verses about Kings sacrificing their own sons to idols (2 Kings 3:27, 2 Kings 16:3, 2 Kings 21:6, 2 Chronicles 28:3, 2 Chronicles 33:6). While this aligns generally with how the Israelites would sacrifice their own children to idols, I think there might have been an additional reason for kings sacrificing their own children, as opposed to just random children. I posit that the nobility believed that they had different genetics, and thus there was greater energy released and greater potential for magic when a person of noble birth was sacrificed.

A Word

While I was lying in bed, I received this word in my mind:

Brigham, I am showing you these things so that you can know what we are up against. We fight a very real power which exists in a physical place and wields real magic.
Be ye therefore wise and follow me, to avoid falling under the dominion of these creeps.
I know you are week, my children, but I can make you strong, if you just follow me. That requires patience and diligence and disciplined-self-sacrifice, but I know you can do it. Your father in heaven speaking, amen.